ENTRY # 62 You’d think self perception would be a stable sort of state first thing in the morning. If you’d slept well, had enough water the night before – you’re lubed and rested. Shouldn’t you be a tabla rasa before you’ve opened your eyes for the first time? Like your personal reset button had been pushed…maybe a reboot?
Its not. There’s “Damn I Look Good Day“. “I Feel Awful Day”, “I Still Got it Day”, and “I Look Like Shit Day”…and many many more. (Send now, and well throw in the ginsu steak knives for free!) What makes or breaks it? Hormones, dreams, a stray zit, a grey hair, a morning kiss, the cat sitting on your face…? Update : So I now have a graphical representation of internal perception. The “like shit” to “da bomb” continuum is self-explanatory. (Feel like…) The other axis, “inward looking” to “sociable” may seem not so symmetrical a pairing. The opposite of sociable could be anti-sociable (if it is a word). So for clarity, it isnt that I hate people more some days, its just that some days its much harder to talk to them.
Sheila, firstname.lastname@example.org, 220.127.116.11, 1058416008, 2004-05-16 20:41:18, I guess it would be tacky to mention potential ginsu knife recompense?
Elouise, email@example.com, 18.104.22.168, 1058418195, 2004-05-16 20:41:18, By all means, you go girl.
Sheila, firstname.lastname@example.org, 22.214.171.124, 1058419103, 2004-05-16 20:41:18, Damn, I have missed you! Thank you for tracking me down.
Brendyn, email@example.com, http://soblog.thatbigdog.com, , 126.96.36.199, 1058470714, 2004-05-16 20:41:18, Hey elouise, just wanted to tell you that I changed my blog URL. c ya