when cracks open wide

“What is this?”

“I swear, I haven’t used. Not since you caught me months ago that second time.” And I looked into his face. And I could see the boy who was mine and isn’t now. All that innocence that used to be.

“You lied to my face. I want to believe you. And you might be telling the truth, but I don’t trust you and that bums me out.”

I left the room. I am sobbing for the loss of my little boy who isn’t. My heart is broken, I just didn’t know it was. He said, “Sorry” and held me

and still I can’t stop crying.

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